i want back home already...bye bye

monday(20/4)i will back home...to panchor..

today is 19 of april.i went to shopping again,this time i go to tesco.

at my lunch time,i saw two handsome foreign child.is so cute.i am not courage to take photo with them.very handsome.i think only 5 or 6 years old.they have big eye, pink face...so cute..asia people cannot compare with their characteristic.tommorow i will back home.

i very seldom online after i back home.so cannot chat with u all usuallly .now i very confuse with my future..what should i study,what school should i go,what should i do...these question fill in my mind...i nearly crazy...i did not chosen by matrikulasi, i appeal for it again..i wish i can study through this program .can somebody help me.my result is 8a1,2a2 and 1b3.dont have any use i get this result..did not succes to get any schorlarship.when will i reach my dream to be a...

i did not think about to study stpm...what should i do if my appeal fail..who can help me ...please...

haiz...

confuse...

what is my future...