sad moment...

yesterday (22/5),woke up early in the morning.because cannot sleep at that night,very anxiety,wait for the appeal result for matrix,finally can knew the result at that day...

i can check for it by sms ,then is sent my ic number to 15888,after waiting for about 1 minutes..

the result came out,the message said that i fail my appeal...iat the beginning ,i didnt believe for the word i saw...then i call my wen ying to help me check by online,but still the same result...i am so sad...at the way walking,i think what should i do,the only way is continue to study form 6..reach school,i saw zhi wei,asking him the same thing ,he said he also fail the appeal, asking sin sheng the same thing happen also...haiz...nothing to do with this already...daddy and mummy came to relative house to brought me back, before back home ,i went to muar to bought the refrences book i need to study form 6...very very expensive ,5 book for 3 subject cost about rm150...i think still have 4or 5 book need to buy...why so expensive... on the way back home through bukit gambir, went to sin sheng house take my koko certificate...and he said jie chan get the matrix ...i am so suprise with that...why i did not get it...the question mark appearce in my mind...maybe she good luck help her to get that...wuu...

i also went to high school try to find the headmasterbecause i want to transfer to highschool...then wen ying saet me a message again she said that the teacher at there some are not very experience,but the facility inside the school is complete and the environment is very comfortable and suitable for study...but the important thing is the quality of teacher that will affect the result of student in the exam...confuse about that...the teacher teaching me in ledang school is quite good and experience...then should i transfer or not?????

i sent a message to my ex form teacher in pei hwa...tell her about my problem,she said study in form 6 may tough but if study hard still can get flying colour in stpm...she also said that she missing all of us in 5s1...

i did not know why so many of them want to transfer to high school???i am very confident that i can get matrix, but the result is so suprise for me...

haiz...